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I.........am lousy
I.........am stupid
I.........live without a goal
I.........dun know what i'm doing
I.........can't do anything well
I.........am useless

I hate this world
because I'm the lousiest in this world
I'm the 'stupidest-est' among the stupid-est
I'm the 'lousiest-est' among the lousiest
What have i done to this world?
Why i get everything bad?

I HATE myself

I can't sleep............
It's 4.30am now, not 4.30pm, i change my blog time settings to GMT +4. haha an idiot, arent i?
haha
yea, it's been a bad day. rotten luck. everything bad comes to me. nobody believes me.
what a horrible day it's been
i'll never forget.
morning.afternoon.evening.night.midnight.early morning.
haha
i'm silly arent i?
now thanks to the nescafe, i cant sleep............
haha

What's today?!
What's today?!
What's September 23rd?!

Demi's new allbum 'Don't Forget' is finally out!!!!!
OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!

not happy...........................
sad.............
why are things like that.................................................................
I'm a lousy person....................................................................................
I'm in a bad mood everyday........
everyday...........everyday..............everyday.............why..........

OMG

Well, Demi fell on stage during her set in Chicago yesterday.. That's hilarious..
She wasn't lying when she said 'clumsy'..haha
Two stage men have to lift her back up. :P
She's really clumsy..
always fall on stage..
Maybe it's due to stage fright?
haha

she made for a good laugh and a couple good jokes backstage haha
It's ok 
Demi go on!!!
Hope your concert in Pittsburgh, PA, tonight will go on well!!
Dont fall again Demi!!!
'Clumsy little princess'

OMG!!
Ecstatic!!
I've just gotten myself three magazines imported from USA!!!
And i never see it locally before!!!
There are lots of info about Demi Lovato, The Jonas Brothers, Selena Gomez, Miley Cyrus, Cody Linley, Zac Efron.... Many posters too!
I now have 9 huge Demi Lovato & Selena Gomez & Jonas brothers..!! 3 Miley cyrus..!! OMG!!
Besides, there are lots of celebrity gossips!! OMGOMG
I'm gonna hang the posters all over my room after exam!!! I'm sooooooooooooooo happy now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm planning to change a whole new look for my room after exam..lolz..

And i cant wait for 23rd september!! Demi's new album 'Dont Forget' will be released on that day!!!!!
*highs*

This is me - by Joe Jonas and Demi Lovato

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me